My Mental Health Crisis Was a Blessing in Disguise
It was the catalyst that set me on the path of self-discovery.
I was never that good at my jobs. I was just an impostor pretending that I was the good and capable employee.
I struggled, even the simplest tasks requiring a monumental effort. Every aspect of the job was draining for my already fragile mental state resulting in frequent breakdowns.
From a young age, things had always been different and difficult for me. I had this constant deep sadness, I later learned, stemmed from undiagnosed autism and childhood depression.
Back then, mental health issues were harshly labeled ‘crazy’ and considered a liability. The stigma. Revealing my struggles could jeopardize my job.
I needed medical help but then the thought of the medical record impacting job prospects and insurance coverage brought me to a standstill.
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