The Muse
A writer? More like a mere conduit for the being that loves to defy conventional structure.
A quick note: As most know, my health has worsened. Managing my condition & constant hospital commutes are exhausting my daily spoons. Writing is my lifeline—the one thing I can still do while managing treatments or being bedbound by a flare-up.
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My muse has always been uncontrollable; it acts according to its own will, never to mine.
I have no choice but to live according to its terms. Don’t try to shape it into something or it would just shut down to retaliate or just run away whenever it feels the mood.
It churns out random phrases that allow me to weave everyday events into free verse poems. I bear with its weirdness and, most importantly, temperament.
If you feel uncertain about the flow or mood of the stories that we will write, it’s because with my muse, things can be impromptu.
We didn’t plan to visit anywhere or at any time; we will just drop by whenever.
You may join us for a rollercoaster ride because our stories can go both ways.
Maybe that’s a good start to get to know us.
Note: I’m thinking about expanding into social media, but I’m not sure I can survive it out there. The platforms feel so full of trolls and beasts —I’ve seen people leaving nasty comments even on posts congratulating someone for getting married. I don’t understand how anyone can be that cruel to a stranger.
To those of you who manage your page: how do you keep your calm? I want to try, but I’ll likely back out if the noise gets too loud. If you have a page, please leave a link in the comments. I’d love to see your space to learn from you and support you. I’m hoping to understand how to navigate it before I jump in.
Thank you for reading this.
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Hello, I am the person behind the writings you’ll find here.
For me, writing isn’t just my craft; it’s my sole way of working. As someone navigating multiple chronic illnesses with frequent medical treatments at various hospitals and clinics, my routine often leaves me with little energy or capacity for much else.
As an autistic individual with a severe anxiety disorder, holding a conventional job is almost an impossible feat—a sad reality that is a stark contrast to how I used to be able to function. These days, even an unexpected phone call can throw me into disarray, let alone stepping out the door.
Despite these immense challenges, they have, unexpectedly, opened new doors. In a way, being chronically ill has been a blessing in disguise, granting me the space and courage to pursue writing.
You could say I’m an unknown and perpetually poor writer (not everyone can be J.K. Rowling!).
I juggle inconsistent odd remote jobs alongside the limited income my writing generates on different platforms.
Your support here helps me continue this work and truly makes all the difference as I explore new avenues.
Thank you for being here and for considering supporting my journey.
Previously published on Steemit
Oh man, social media - to be or not to be. Honestly, nothing can be worse unless you get in, knowing exactly what you want and curbing your media diet vehemently to only the ones that matter.
Sounds like spontaneous fun. I look forward to the ride.